singrui

2011-10-31T12:56:00.001+08:00

HEY.
life feels dead around here.
so rot away now.

2011-02-02T16:12:00.003+08:00

I CUT HAIR ALREADY.

HOHOHO. :D

2011-01-16T12:32:00.001+08:00

EH. HELLO.
DAJIA HAO :D

i post for nothing. (:

GOODEBYE.

2011-01-06T19:21:00.001+08:00

IM GOING TO TELL ME BRAIN THAT I CAN SCORE STRAIGHT A1'S AND SLIM DOWN AND JUST EVERYTHING THAT I WANT TO HAPPEN :D

IM TRUSTING MR. PETER LAU AND MR. ERNEST WONG.

THEY BETTER NOT LIE TO ME. (:

2010-12-27T22:21:00.001+08:00

HAH. I'M 16.

I AIN'T JOKING.

I'M 16. :D

2010-11-29T02:08:00.002+08:00

HEY, HI, WAZZUP,

HELLO, HEY.

TODAY WAS MNET'S AWARD PRESENTATION.

ofc, you knew.

everyone did.

haha! but mnet is biased.

VERY.

SNSD AND OTHER GROUPS OBVIOUSLY COULD'VE WON

SO MANYMANYMANYMANY AWARDS.

but because they were from SM.

.____.

COM'ON THEY GOT THE ABILITY/QUALIFICATIONS.

but you gave the prizes to the others.

but nvm.

its just this.

there's others too.

AND GD AND TOP MADE AN APPEARANCE AS GUEST.

THEY PERFORMED THEIR NEW SONG THAT'S GONNA BE OUT ON DECEMBER 15.

YAY YAY YAY.

i didn't know at first.

i thought it was a old song that i didn't heard of.

haha. my cousin didn't know too until she saw allkpop's notice.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

OHHH OHHHHHH!

G-DRAGON AND TOP IS GONNA HAVE A ALBUM NEXT DECEMBER 15

AND WE HAVE THE TRACKKKK LIST .

YEAHHHH~

SEUNGRI'S DIGITAL SINGLE ON JANUARY 3

AND BIGBANG'S COMEBACK ON FEBRUARY 1

YAY YAY YAY! :D

IT'S BEEN SO LONG.

SINCE I HEARD THEM AND SINCE I POST. :P

OHK. SO, ITS NOW 2:19 AM.

IM GETTING LATE THESE DAYS.

NOT A GOOD SIGN.

SO, I SHALL SWITCH OFF MY COMPUTER LIKE A GOOD KID.

SWITCH OFF ALL THE LIGHTS,

VISIT THE BATHROOM,

AND ENTER MY BEDROOM QUIETLY,

LYING ON THE BED,

AND GRADUALLY FALL ASLEEP.

but i actually think that i'll fall asleep almost immediatly.

i think im getting high already.

and trust me, when im high,

it doesn't mean that im not tired & filled with energy

it means that im over tired and im not acting according to my usual self.

yep. i just exposed everything that happened this morning.

shouldn't really explain.

its nothing for my to brag about.

because i just spin myself around on the bball court at JSCC with my cousin this morning at 4/5/6.

yeah, i just explained.

i should seriously get going now.

goodbye my readers. if i happen to have any.

GOODBYE!

2010-11-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

JUST FCK OFF OHK.

EVERYONE'S LIFE CAN JUST GET BETTER MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T HERE.

IM TIRED OF YOUR SCOLDINGS.

ALL YOU DO IS SCOLD.

YOU DUN UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

I LOST ANYTHING OR EVERYTHING IT DOESN'T BELONG TO YOU.

ITS HIS AND HE DIDN'T EVEN MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRYING.

ITS NOT YOURS AND YOU CAN JUST SAY EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.

MAKING EVERYONE CRY CAUSE OF YOU!?!

FCK OFF.

YOU DUN DESERVE ANYTHING.

IM JUST GONNA SCOLD YOU LIKE THAT IN THE FUTURE IF YOU EVER LOSE SOMETHING.

SO JUST SHUT UP.

2010-11-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

HEY KIDS.

AHAHAHAHHAHA .

im feeling so stupid right now.

my sis just said im like a teacher telling kindergarden kids something.

AHHHH.

IM SO BORED.

I HATE POSTING .

CAUSE I'VE GOT NOTHING TO POST ABOUT.

AND.

RECENTLY, IM STUCK TO WATCHING GHOST WHISPERER.

my sis just started listing me the list of things i could post about.

but idw ma.

lazy. HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!?

my blog is boring, i know.

LOL.

BUT CAN'T HELP IT :D

IM GONNA END IT. BYE. :D

OH I LOVE MYSELF.

HAHAHAHHAHA .

2010-10-29T16:24:00.003+08:00

HI!

what's up blog!

its been ages!

haha!

since im bored.

i shall post. hoho

so exams grades weren't good.

it wasn't bad either.

average. .__.

cried when i received it.

cried more when we got to choose the subject combinations.

im so confused.

but i chose A - triple; Egeography as first choice

i hope that i can get in! :x

second choice, i chose C1 - pure chem; pure bio; Egeography

third choice, B1 - pure chem; pure phys; Egeography

thinking about it makes me stressed again.

i hope i got my choice.

but at the same time i hope i don't

im not sure if this is the right choice.

sighs! forget bout it.

then the last day of school finally arrived.

many cried.

ohk.. not many. a few cried.

i was one of em.

i did some ugly pegs for the class.

sorry for the uglyness. :x

I'll miss 2e2

so much!

:( im sorry for the evil deeds i've done.

after school, we went to jp to have our lunch.

we = chongsing; weijie; hema; queena; paingsoe; phyucyn; lingyin; shengmu; me!

yeps. random people joined.

then after lunch hema; paingsoe; shengmu left

rest of us slacked.

i bought a band w/ phyucyn!

she tied for me and i tied it for her!

we'll never let each other go!

then lingyin left soon for cavier.

then left chongsing; weijie; phyucyn; queena; me!

then we slacked awhile more.

took pictures and phyucyn got to go.

then chongsing;weijie;queena;me went to the banglah park!

great memories created. haha!

shall not talk about it. its long!

as in REAL LONG. haha

then after that we went for ishi mura?

idk how spell la.

then me and queena ate sushi and weijie; chongsing had some jap rice in claypot?

apparently chongsing isn't human.

everyone touched the claypot to try if its hot.

and once we touched it everyone pulled back within 2 second.

and bloody chongsing could hold for 3 seconds and more!

insane asshole! but i didn't lose to him in inhumane-ness

i drank a small plate of soy sauce.

when everyone hated that soysauce as it was salty max!

they tried a drop and said it was salty.

imagine my small plate of soysauce.

it is filled to at least 3mm high ohk!

haha. its nice!

after tat we went home.

since queena and weijie couldn't stay.

then thats its for that day.

i missed them so much. :(

im never gonna forget them!

NOT AT ALLLL !

shall end this post here?

haha. my blog also dead.

so updating it wouldn't make any difference.

haha! goodbye blog!

2010-10-16T18:18:00.003+08:00

IM VERY ULTRA

LAZY TO UPDATE.

BYE.

2010-09-22T05:02:00.002+08:00

LOL.

one stupid post about my day last last last time~

then lazy post liao. LOL

that's me.

but summarize la.

yesterday school normal. .__.

i got scolding for miss chia . =="

reply people is basic courtesy ma!

cannot so rude de ohk!

heeehs.

then afterschool go home bathe then go parc vista?

or idk some place.

which is somewhere near rulang where tricia and melanie lives.

hoho.

they played pool?

then some started going out play bomb.

then they wan go play candle liao cause some want go home.

then play play play.

me and chongsing keep paying the wax lor.

after that.

melanie and tricia want go.

so they left and then left me chongsing weijie joel bryan wanting and jess?

then the boys played poker.

actually say 1 game ending up with 3/4

then last game joel lost and he danced chicken dance.

haha.

wanting got the video.

LOL. then after that all go.

we walk w/ jess until her house there cause near my house.

then i persuaded chongsing and weijie to go eat w/ me.

since i can't find leemingxun.

so, i ate w/ them and weijie wan go goodluck store buy coffee =="

and chongsing say drink too much will impotent.

then i dw weijie impotent cause i'm gonna make his future child my god-child.

HOHO. then we keep teasing weijie.

they bought the sweet sweet biscuits.

then they played the throw up and catch that thingy.

wasted dk how many.

then we walk chongsing go his tuition there.

LOL. it's stupid.

got one ending video.

but i lazy post..

so next time. :)

then weijie walked me home.

was about to chase him home when we reached the nearest bus stop then change to the 7-11 busstop then he ended up sending me home. .__.

extra sorry bout that jiejie~

we talk alot stuffs lor.

it was fun.

ILOVEHIM AS MY ULTRAAA GOOD FRIEND. (:

hema dun jealous.

ily too. (:

LOL.

mingxun also dun need jealous. i also very love you. (:

then my day ended.

was planning to study de lor!

but my mum tempt me watch tv

so when reach home wastch CSI.

then watch a taiwan drama.

then when wan bathe my sis fight w/ me. =="

then i wait dao she ok

i bathe go out watch a korean moster drama.

it's funny + scary. LOL.

funny as in a stupid serious way . LOL.

then go sleeeep!

then today 4 wake. :D not bad! :D

but just study history only.

LOL

end liao la hor. :D byee!

2010-09-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

okay. i know it's rare. but i want to update about what happened today.

nothing special but just random. i think

LOL.

first things first. it's good to treat your PMP nicely.

:D they protect you from danger. haha.

that's lame.

so, in class when i'm bored.

i destroy chongsing's eardrums by singing. haha.

sorry to disturb you.

but, you sang too! :D

and few days ago phyucyn and lingyin joined.

we are like a mini chior singing disturbing others.

haha.

we received stares. but it's cool.

haha. then recess when do duty. it's bored + fun.

i know it makes no sense but really it's like that.

haha. melanie protects me. it's a amazing fact though.

tricia too. hoho. love them loads.

:D they are goood PMPs. haha.

then. go back class as usual, destroy chongsing's eardrums.

:D haha. thenthen. after school got cip thing.

i went for SC's ushering. i know it's amazing.

woohooo. haha.

had mini fights w/ hemalaaaa~

and horny boonhui helped. haha.

now, i'm listing everyone that helped create my memories today.

:D hoho. of course. uncles + aunties did.

and i clearly got rejected by some. :(

it's a extra sad fact.

our class were suppose to do lanterns.

but they changed to bingo game?

the uncles+auntie extra cute when playing. haha.

they got fooood. so goood!

extra wan eat the pomelo!

cause i ate it yesterday after dinner.

i ate like a dog. O_O

so dun dare eat much in school.

and totally feel wasted.

cause extra lot of leftovers.

haha. but guess what.

when i returned home and switched on the tv,

my maid placed a taporwear infront of me.

and said " you want eat this? "

and i acted cool and ate quietly when i'm extra happy. :)

haha. cold one somemore. hoho.

goodlife! :D

haha. andand, i watched the taiwan drama.

today de episode they ended w/ the girl jumping into the ocean, sea, pond, lake, fishfarm or whatever they called it.

she's so.. cooool/suave/coool.

haha. she argued w/ her boyf to let her stay on the fish farm to help her injured best boyf.

and the friend liked her. and some things happened.

then the boyf thought they spend the night together at the fish farm.

damn angry. then wan pull her away on boat.

then boat go liao she say "no one can stop me from doing what i want to do" and took out her apron and "BOOOOOOOSH" she jumped in.

coool lehh. haha. and i told my mum i xin shang her.

so, nothing more? i guess.

OHYAH. time to show off.

for the first time in my life.

i got a HIGHHIGH score for history.

haha. the holiday homework.

19/20 YESS! haha.

superb nan de.

i wan act guai so did my best and YESS!

woohoo! LOLOL.

but seriously. this result is once in a lifetime de.

i dun think there will ever be a second time. LOL.

so, show off abit.

hahha. anti-showoffers, please forgive me.

:D so, i shall go.

blogging is never interesting. haha.

BYE!

2010-09-09T20:04:00.002+08:00

okay. ==" i thought of changing skin.

and start fresh.

but it was too troublesome.

so, too bad.

and my mum thought of giving me braces. O_O

i was shocked that she agreed to the dentist when she suggested it.

but maybe things change.

so, let's wait and see if her mind changes.

haha.

idk why sometimes i just love to post.

and sometimes i dun even bother getting online.

i'm getting extreme nowadays.

trying to explore horoscopes.

cause there is this taiwan drama about horoscope.

and they can say so much just from horoscope.

its so cool.

wanted to try it out.

but can't find anything useful. so forget about that.

gonna end this post.

soon.

okay. now.

haha. bye!

2010-09-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

ohmyshit!

Kim Hyung Joong as Baek Seung Ju

BlahBlahBlah as Oh Ha Ni

basically it's about a this Oh Ha Ni moving into Baek Seung Ju's house.

cause their father are GOOOD FRIENDS.

and Baek Seung Ju is smart handsome rich and arrogant?

while Oh Ha Ni is not pretty and dumb.

hahah. so they study in a same school.

and then Oh Ha Ni fell for Baek Seung Ju from the day they met which is freshman year i guess.

so, she moved in to his house as her own newly built house collapsed from a 2.0 magnitude earthquake in seoul.

LOL. stupid.? but yeah. that's the story.

then the father found his friend and lived together.

they are getting along well i guess.

i love this story.

hahha.

my sis say it's like the "it started with a kiss" taiwanese drama.

but too bad.

korean actors just makes a whole lot of difference.

hahah! KIM HYUNG JOONG. NICENICE.

SHE IS JUST SO LUCKY TO JUST ACT WITH HIM.

T.T haha. nvmnvm.

2010-08-27T16:07:00.002+08:00

you did everything correct okay.?

you are not stupid.

it's me. too stupid to even explain a simple thing.

or maybe it's because your mixing with the pro . =="

now become too pro to even understand my primary 1 english.

everything is just so great now.

thanks bitch.

you rule my life.

you did everything right.

the reality is just so negative and so destructive right?

just listen to whatever the legendary bitch says.

whatever she say. no matter how negative is it.

she's right.

just listen and regret everything .

maybe you are so brainwashed to even forget how to regret .

you changed like 180 degrees.

and here you are saying you're still the same .

so same to the extend that you + become -

==" infront of her promising say yes you'll forget .

then behind you live in your own dreamland.

and then start distancing yourself.

what's so fun about this.

you can't handle both things.

we're like a devil and angel .

whoever you think de angel will be .

but i think i'll most probably be the devil.

both of us giving you total different advice.

what the hell you want me to do.

give you the advice that she gives even though i think

it's totally and absolutely stupid and wrong?

maybe that's what you want.

but i'm not going to give you anything from now on.

and you told me to fuck off.

so i will .

i don't believe that i can't survive without you.

i'll just. live alone. & livestrong.

2010-08-04T17:53:00.002+08:00

GLEE JUST SEDUCE ME EACH DAY!

LOL. but people from there like all damn evil.

but they come together somehow. randomly.

and it's.. cool. O_O

AND DAMNED MOTOROLA!

i went playing in the rain.

WHILE my phone is in my bag! AND..

I'M SURE MY BAG IS WATERPROOOOF!

and the battery got wet! SOMEHOW. damned.

so cannot use. ==" now using samsung. :D

laggy~ phones i use are never fast working. =="

like seriously. LOL

this few days i like pig ehhs!

keep wan sleep. LOL.

then like will never feel contented w/ the hours i spent sleeping. =="

LOL. and so,

let's heck care sleeeping.

so, TODAY WAS ORAL.

and.. ==" the picture is about two middle aged women arm-wrestling in kampung.

==" i was like... wtf. =="

and i smiled like a retard to the cher. =="

WTFFFFFF! totally retared looking. =="

i smiled and nod. =="

i smiled! WTFFF!

RETARDED! I WILL GO OFF NOW.

OHYA. ILOVEYOU.!

i feel retared. =="

ohh well! :D i really do!

ok la! byebye liao.

2010-08-04T17:50:00.001+08:00

**IMPORTANT! READD**
**THIS IS FROM GLEE**
**DO NOT THINK WRONGLY DUDES!**

2010-07-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

boomz.

just nothing to start off with and that word came to my head.

my blog is god damned dead.

and i didn't touch my computer for...

uncountable days. LOL.

completely NO touch dao. haaahs

today lehs. nothing much in school ? except for hiphop.

==" we go there like kena punish standing one hour only

nothing much.

thenthen.

aft school also nothing. damn slack.

we pon-ed OE. felt good. haaahs.

thought of doing SL work.

but.. everything not w/ us. so we slack whole time.

until we can reach those things.

haaahs. but we finally can get le.

already i need go later liao.

cause having tuition.

so i got god damned rushed.

and so, didn't do much.

felt extremely useless.

and i rush home. then go tuition.

actually mood good good then wan go do my SL stuffs,

then someone that means so much in my life.

someone that brought me to this world.

she just have to destroy my mood. ==" thanks.

like fck. nvmnvm.

she bring me to this world only can demoralize me.

she only know how to do that one only.

every single day and every single time i just try to make you say sth good.

and there you go saying something pissing my off and making me going lower and lower.

just. thanks la hor. =="

people around me who spend SO MUCH LESSER time w/ me also treat me like better.

at least. at LEAST.

they care for human's feeling.

maybe i'm just not human to you. =="

sua la! F3.

soso, back to what i was saying.

i then go do the SL stuffs.

having even start abit xunbin called and ask me give him back the things. =="

like sian diao.

actually got things to keep things outta my mind and not think.

then jiang. f3.

nvmnvm.

andand. i feel god damn guilty.

i did so little. O_O

SO SORRY SL'S OT MEMBERS. !

so sorry for being this useless. ><

i'm just made out of nothing.

SORRY.

LOL. they also won't see.

sua. now i go do what i can do for them.

andand , TOMORO IS SPORTS EXTRAVAGENZAAA~

Hope it'll be EXTREMELY FUN. :D

YAY! heeehs!

ILOVESL!

byebye.

2010-07-29T20:29:00.001+08:00

(kope from weijie de! :D )
Don't talk about this love - Cheryl Cole

I'm in so deep
I'm scared to death
It's like i could drown
It's effortless
I feel so juvenile
Emotions going wild

Love is brutal
My heart is fragile

Please don't talk about this love
The less they know the less they judge
Don't talk about this love to anyone
I don't want the world to know
Until i'm sure that you're the one
Don't talk about this love to anyone

Love is a ghost
I fear to touch
In case i lose my innocence
I feel so insecure
I'm not ready to be sure

Love is brutal
My heart is fragile

Please don't talk about this love
The less they know the less they judge
Don't talk about this love to anyone
I don't want the world to know
Until i'm sure that you're the one
Don't talk about this love to anyone

Love is brutal
My heart is fragile
My heart is fragile

Please don't talk about this love
The less they know the less they judge
Don't talk about this love to anyone
I don't want the world to know
Until i'm sure that you're the one
Don't talk about this love to anyone
Don't talk about this love to anyone...
To anyone

2010-07-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

now i know why there's a chinese idiom called 借酒消愁,

wine just tastes so good when you're troubled. (:

2010-07-16T00:21:00.005+08:00

OMFG.

I SHOULD

DIE.

2010-07-14T13:37:00.004+08:00

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗?
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗?
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
你还爱我吗?
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗?
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福
你还爱我吗?
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实..的回答
你还爱我吗?
这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你
你还爱我吗?

heeeehs! so nan de got chinese song.
i know this songa bit old lahs.
but orhs.
nice lehs.
recently heard in in my iTunes.
haaaahs!
this song almost sing what i wanted to say ?
LOL.
except for the second last sentence?
cause i won't wait forever.
24 July 2010. (:
deadline. :D
andand there's this facebook page,
"if you like her, tell her. because she won't wait forever. "
haaaahs. LIKEITLIKEIT ttm. :D

heeehs~

elearning week suck.

only thing i like about elearning..

sleep~ :D

2010-07-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

But it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

yeah, it's a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I...
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Oh, be my Valentine

Overboard - Justin Bieber ft. Jessica Jarrell

2010-07-10T13:20:00.002+08:00

It feels like weve been out at sea
So back and forth thats how its seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
you say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just cant give up
Im reaching out for you tell me
out here in the water and I

Im overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its too much
Feels like Im drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way.
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this love we call love
and now that we've got it, we just cant give up
Im reaching out for ya
Got me out here in the water and I

Im overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I cant swim on my own
Its to much (Its to much)
Feels like Im drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

Its supposed to be some give and take I know.
Your only taking and not giving any more
So what do I do? (So what will I do?)
Cause I still love you. (Still love you Baby)
Youre the only one who can save me

Im overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I cant swim on my own
Its to much (Its to much)
Feels like Im drowning (Im drowning baby Im drowning)without your love
So throw yourself out to me (Cant swim)
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
(Its crazy, crazy crazy, yeah) Life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Yeah

Stuck in the moment - Justin Bieber

2010-07-10T13:19:00.001+08:00

With you,
With you,
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place...

Now Romeo & Juliet,
They could never felt the way we felt,
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had the highlight,
We do,
We do...

You and i both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games,
'til someone gets hurt,
And i don't,
I won't let that be you...

Now you don't wanna let go,
And i don't wanna let you know,
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause i know you can't love me here...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (Can Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

See like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was a destiny,
Like Sunny & Cher,
I don't care,
I got you baby...

See we both,
Fightin' every inch of our fiber,
'cause in a way,
It's gonna end right but,
We are both too foolish to stop...

Now you don't wanna let go,
And i don't wanna let you know,
There might be something real between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause i know you can't love me here...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (Can Do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...

See like,
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be,
Baby, we both have the right to decide we,
And i ain't with it,
And i don't wanna be so old and grey,
And it isn't 'bout these better days,
But convince just telling us to let go,
So we'll never know...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
'cause everything we did,
And everything we have is stuck in the moment,
Yeahhh...

I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do,
(Nothing my heart can do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you,
Yeah,
Whoa whoa..

That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber

2010-07-10T13:18:00.001+08:00

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
do you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me
you're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
it's working 'cause you know that

That That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
do you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
for our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
this pain in my heart

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
do you believe that
That should be me

Hold you hand
That should be me
making you laugh
oh baby ohhh
That should be me
That should be me
giving you flowers

that should be me
talking for hours
That should be me
that should be me
that should be me
never should have let you go
never should have let you go
that should have been me
never should have let you go
that should be me
never should have let you go
never should have let you go
ohhh

Breakeven (The Script) - Maddie Jane

2010-07-10T13:17:00.002+08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

His best days will be some of my worst
he finally met a girl who's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I supposed to do

when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say

when I'm all choked up that you're ok yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even

What am I gonna to do

when the best part of me was always you and,
what am I supposed to say

when I'm all choked up that you're ok yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
I'm falling to pieces,
I'm falling to pieces,

I'm falling to pieces

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase and I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do

when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say

when I'm all choked up that you're ok yeah
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces yeah yeah yeah
I'm falling to piece ohhh

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to piece-s

2010-07-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

Aghhhh...

i got so much to post..

much = songs

so, i'll continue tomoro.

because..

i'm just tired.

heeeehs.

and...

something shocking..

barbie gives me security.

shitzxc! i know it's @#$%-ing.

but just..

I FELT THIS WAY WHEN I'M WATCHING BARBIE OK!

so. ya. haaaahs!

bye . (:

2010-07-07T18:43:00.002+08:00

It's not a feeling like when you touch a flame
No, it's not like when someone calls you a bad name
It's not like the hurt when you slip and fall down
No, it's not like any of these, what I've found is

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
never even feel the slice; you're so deep
It seems so hard as, but only at first
Cause like a paper cut the pain grows worse.

Oh, oh

It's not so much in the words that you don't say
It's not when you act in the distant, cold way
It's more in your eyes how you look at me
Like you no longer care for what I see

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
never even feel the slice; you're so deep
It seems so hard as, but only at first
Cause like a paper cut the pain grows worse.

You had to go and show me just how good,

your love could be
Then you threw it all away
Now i can't help but feel a brand new pain

So I'm asking baby, please stay.

Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
never even feel the slice; you're so deep
It seems so hard as, but only at first
Cause like a paper cut the pain grows worse.

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
The pain grows worse
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
The pain grows worse
Oh, oh
The pains grows worse

tadatada~

kope this song from lingyin's blog.

heeehs

it means something. =="

i think.

but idk what it means to me.

and i'm like weird.

totally totally weird.

ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR~

f3. nothing liao lohs.

ohya.

HEMAA SLAPPED ME TODAYY!

FUC*****!

2010-07-05T17:44:00.001+08:00

once again your image comes in flowing through my head
with words that came out your mouth that i wish you wouldnt have said
i laugh when i think of you, im crying when i miss you
so much i'd have to force myself to sleep

your love is what i crave so much so why'd you have to go
was i too inexperienced, couldnt take it anymore?
sorry babe forgive me, my lack of understanding
afraid to commit cuz im in so deep

i wanted you to wipe the tears from my flowing eyes
but i knew you wouldnt do it cuz i know
the girl beside you wouldnt like it, then i realized
that im not your girl, your one and only girl baby

dont leave, please dont lie to me baby
telling me what we had before was wrong
your head's down please look at me
and save me from my misery
i beg of you it hurts me down to my heart
don't say that youre sorry you knew damn well you hurt me
when seeing you in her arms tears me whole, why cry some more
in the end you will choose her over me, im left with foolish love
bye bye

(everything's gonna be alright)

your love for me has ended now it has left and gone
cant believe it's over now
keep telling you i love you i need you but your stubborn ass left me somehow
my friends they hated you, **** em, im always there for you' you said
i believed in you trust you with all of my heart i loved you boy ugh

my dear friend cant express how sorry i am that i believed him, not you oh
(hey girl no worries it's okay, be happy, just let him go)
it is so weird and so strange nothing will forever change
as i watch him from the sidelines that hes no longer mine
i cant do this no more

look, this guy, that you be likin aint even worth all your tears
let him go he'll come crawling back to you in a couple of years

dont leave, please dont lie to me baby
telling me what we had before was wrong
your head's down please look at me
and save me from my misery
i beg of you it hurts me down to my heart
dont say that youre sorry you knew damn well you hurt me
when seeing you in her arms tears me whole, why cry some more
in the end you will choose her over me, im left with foolish love
bye bye

times are changing and it's time to forget you
but its hard to see you with her
i should try to get you back but i know its useless

everyday i try to erase my thoughts of you
and now here i am walking alone now through these halls
come to me, baby please, ill wait forever baby

i see you whoa, fighting with her over and over again
i see you whoa, she cheated on you yeah with your best friend
i see you whoa, feels like a nightmare that'll never end
i see you whoa, pity i feel for you forever yeah ah ah

dont leave, please dont lie to me baby
telling me what we had before was wrong
your head's down please look at me
and save me from my misery
i beg of you it hurts me down to my heart
dont say that youre sorry you knew damn well you hurt me
when seeing you in her arms tears me whole, why cry some more
in the end you will choose her over me, im left with foolish love
bye bye

(everything's gonna be alright)

2010-07-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

I'M GOING

INSANEEEEEE!

2010-07-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

hey!
lol. never blog for like a thousand years ehhs.
heeehs~
sorry. but i dun think anyone care also.
hahaha. so, what's the point.
just..
I HATE PEOPLE WHO DUN DO WHAT THEY SAY.
==
jiang hua really dun need money.
lol. should charge people next time ==
the next human being that say something to me about everlasting crap.
his head will be gone.
i mean not literally.
but, ya..
hahhaha. so, warning given. ==
no trust. ==
never had trust. ==
not gonna have one.. ==
i think.
i hateyou.
but i'm happy that you moved on. ^^
no. maybe you're just faking it from the start. ==
who knows.
no trust.
dun believe you. AT ALL.
heehs!
i'm weird. i know!
hahahha.
just angry that you lied.
i mean you didn't keep to your promise.
and i'll make sure i dun contact you. heehs!
NEVER!
hahaahaahahha~

2010-06-21T01:23:00.004+08:00

i haven't been posting lately haven i?
hahah.
so i shall do it now! YAY!
i'm insane. totally
LOL.
i realize i get hyper at night.
that's....
nice. i suppose.
HAHA
at least i'm hyper.
and, i'm starting to be real optimistic in public.
but HOLY pessimistic inside myself.
F6 weird?
TOTALLY! YAY!
HHAHAH
really. i am.
INSAAAAANE!
^^ nothing much happened uhh.
just that.
WE LOVE ALBEE NEO SHAN NI!
SHE IS HOLY DAMN CUTE!
HAHAH~
she speaks to herself!
YAY!
HAHA SHE DAMN CUTE DE.
and, she came running to me today
talking some weird baby language!
HAHAH! i think i've said this for the 3rd or 5th time today
but really!
she's real! CUTE.
CUTE MAX. ^^
and she got BANGZ! HAHHA
cute max.! XD
albee ily ok!
dun forget ah!
♥ALBEE!
hehehx! everyone in our family loves her!
^^
ohya, my cousin came back from NS today!
YAY!
^^ HEHEH! wonder how's he doing :X
nvm. guess he's doing fine.
i'm pretty sure the gorverment dun torture people.
right? :X
nvm, i trust sg! :D
HEHEH!
SG DON'T YOU LOVE ME?
i trust you oh! :D
HAAH.
anw, i feel weird sleeping early.
ain't this weird ?
f3.
nvm~ i guess. i'm just..
weird. hahahah!
^^
oh ya.
my papa!
father day is yesterday hor. :X
sorry eh.
i didn't know until yesterday. :X
so i didn't prepare anything
i will prepare de!
just gimme time! ^^
anw, iloveyou♥ forever oh!
^^
HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY!
SARANGHAEYO♥ !!
i'll end here la.
nothing to say le.
hhaha.
TATAAAAA

#p.s.
i thought you're washed off my brain.
but why are you returning again?

Naive.

2010-06-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

I was wrong..

I still can't do it.

When the hello can I just get you outta my head!

#$%&

Totally fed up. F5

2010-06-14T13:34:00.003+08:00

HEY!
DAJIAHAO!
HAAH!
now everybody talks about soccer uh.
if not jiu shi at facebook do the ilikeyou thing.
those people is ownself digging grave
LOL.
oh wait.
did i mention at all that riding solo is a damn nice song?
HAHAH!
finally can sing the whole song while meaning every single word le worhx.
ohyaohya!
i went to genting.
damn lot of things to write.
but i'm lazy.
so let's just get into main like REAL main points.
^^
FIRST. MALAYSIA GOT ONE HAWKER CENTRE THAT IS LIKE A HOME FOR ALL FLIES AND THAT PRACTICALLY MADE ME INSANE. TOTALLY. TRUST ME. I'M A MAD WOMAN THERE. SWEAAR! THINKING BOUT IT MAKES GOOSEBUMPS RISE. OMGOMG!
SECOND.GENTING DIDN'T CHANGE AT ALL. :( and i thought it did. f5 got totally cheated .
THIRD. GO OUTDOOR KEEP RAIN STOP RAIN STOP RAIN STOP. THEN I GO QUEUE DAMN LONG THEN LIKE FINALLY NEXT ONE IS US GO RAIN! KAO CAN GO INSANE! TOALLY INSANE! SWEAAR! F5F5F5!
FOURTH. DAMN TIRED DE! BUT IT'S FUN! WENT BOWLING THERE TOO. ^^
FIFTH. WE WENT TO THE INTERNET KIOSK THERE TO USE INTERNET. SECOND NIGHT USE MY FATHER'S MACBOOKPRO! BUT IT WAS SLOWW!
SIXTH. CHEWING GUMS WERE BOUGHT. ^^ HAHA!
SEVENTH. THE LAST MEAL IN M'SIA (which is dinner) WAS GREAAT! DAMN TASTY DE!
THE PORRIDGE RAWKS. SWEAR SWEAR! THE NAME WAS LIKE... i forgot. HAH!
EIGHTH(last min recall de). ME AND MY SIS WERE TOGETHER IN THE TOILET BUT DIFFERENT PLACES. WHEN SHE BATHING IN THE SHOWER I OUTSIDE. WHEN I BATHING SHE OUTSIDE. CAUSE THEIR TOILETS WERE TOO FREAKY AND THERE'S STRONG ECHOS WHEN WE TALK THUS, WE DID THAT. BUT THIRD DAY NO HAVE LE. THIRD DAY ALL RESTLESS SO HECKCARE HECKCARE. LOL.

ok la. ~~seven~~ eight point to summarise 3 days 2 nights!
heheh. bored liao lehx. pictures other times la. maybe i'll post in fb.
you wan jiu see dw jiu forget it.
i won't force you. AHA
not much photos luh. :D HEHE!
maybe won't post also . ^^ LOL
tata~

2010-06-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYY!
sorry haven't been posting lately
was mapling.
HAHAHAH
playing EVAAAAN
the dragon cute laa.
>< heheh. anws.
few days ago sth memorable happened.
but i forgot.
but it's stil memorable.
HAHAH .
ok so,
today, we had 6B2 outing!
not amazingly only less that 13 appeared.
f3. abi cmi. but at least they came right ?
HAHAH. we met at jp.
starting was abit akward for all of us.
but slowly jiu can le lor.
afterall, we were once classmates ain't we ?
HAHAH !
then after that we like split into 2 groups?
fadhly they all go dk where.
roy, nicholas, huixin, edna, farah, shixuan, vanessa and me all went together.
WHEEEE!
we had a GREAAAAT time.
SWEAAR SWEAAR!
:D
and then we roamed around.
damn bored to the max.
then we went arcade ?
LOL.
we never play at all.
but we took neoprintz instead
hehehx!
we like damn many peple de.
LOL. then got one damn zai de person play de arcade bball.
damn OMG one.
shoot 100, 99 go in.
then he shoot like got onw route de.
won't change.
SWEAARR!
LOL.
then we thought of going pool.
but it's expensive. ><
we we thought of bowling.
but it's far.
then huixin no time also.
so, we decided to waste money and not time.
:D time is money
HAHAH! we took damn lot of photos de.
neoprints like just waste money only ==" f3
we take one even nicer.
just that no deco
HEHEHE!!
but i not using the damn noob com.
so no pictures.
HAHAH
tomoro got time i put ok!
and some i dun have lehx.!
>< the group one i dun have lehx.!
vanessa have only. ><
anw, it was fun luhx!
C: didn't know we could have that much fun.
:D and i took pictures of roy and nicholas playing pool.
Hen Shuai worhx!
then roy still got one style one lei.
HAHA
but no take
SHYY~
LOL. jkjk.
:D WHEEEEE! greaat outing!
HAHAH. :D awhhs! i'm tired. T.T
*yawns* tomoro got tuition lehx!
i go sleep le.
tomoro i wake up then i post pictures ok?
ohohhh!
i think i rmb the memorable event le =='
it's not that good.
i mean part of it.
LOL. some part not bad lehx!
albee cute ttm!
tomoropost video in facebook!
visit it PEEPOs!~ :D

P/s : you didn't do what you said you would. ==" f3
and i thought i found someone that reliable. ==" f3
and i totally thought that i could count on you when i needed someone. ==" f3
hais. nvm, you got to be independent and work yourself singrui!:D
hahahx! even though i know you are damn noob. LOL.
just try okies!
:D jiayouu!
ohh anws,iLOVEpool.
AHHHA! :D
ohhwait. ilovemyself and 6B2
1e2 + 2e2 also.
dun need jealous :D HAHAHAH! xP

2010-06-01T21:13:00.009+08:00

(just a picture to like start off with. :D HEHEH. )

HEYY!
i think i've like suceeded. LOL.
rmb the ridin' solo song thing? HAHAH!
haha. remember remember?
don't?
GO SEE LAA!
heheh. :D
i like can sing like 'bout 1/4 of the song?
HAHAH!
and MEAAN every single word.
so, yeahh! :D HEHEHE!
not bad ehh?
like finally . HOHO.
anyway anyway!
i promised today right!
OKK! .
i shld start from..
camp!
:D
ehh. actually nothing much to say.
but then,
yeah.
at night was AWEESOME!
:D
me and taoguang went to the quadrangle .
then he sleep while i look at the dark nigth sky thinking things through
thenn.. i closed my eyes and took a rest.
and i think i fell asleep.
then lingyin and chunsiong and roy came.
and they started with dumb reasons like i like taoguang.
=="
and so, i tried to clear my name :D
then i think i'm like not sucessful.
so, we talked abit.
then roy slept.
then lingyin slept. then boonhui came.
then boonhui and chunsiong still talking bout me liking taoguang.
then i just sleep also.
then 6 le.
boonhui and chunsion woke us up.
but i still wan sleep.
so i ignored.
then taoguang come pull me up. =="
then i just stand and walk away.
like nobody's business. :D
anw,
i slept for only 30 mins.
i'm totally proud of it! HAHA
no pictures. HAHA
never take any. :D
ok...
NEXT.

next i can recall jiu shi go work le lor.
thenn.
worked w/ roy, :D
earned $18
and roy got slammed at his face. HAHA
he damn pissed bout it. HAHA
4 hours $18 bucks. not a bad deal eh?
then.. next!
it was a nice and plain MONDAY.
and i woke up at 7.40
cause me and sis planned to go POSB at 8
then i woke up and prepared myself.
then i woke my sis up
YEAHH! :D
then she say "dun need so zhun 8 go de la"
then we like damn slow.
until 8.11 still my sis bathing.
then i pekcek so i go eat breakfast and watch xxx- holic.
:D HAHA
then she come out also eat.
cause i haven eat finish.
so, we ate. then until 8.40+ then go.
then we reach there 8.43 liddat.
got into some troubles.
but, we OVERCAMED THEMM.
:D HAHA
anyway. the bank names give me a feeling of SERIOUSNESS
LOL.
then liddat lor.
after that i go home change and prepare go jogging.
went to je stadium with queena and lingyin./
then i realize japanese scoccer players are there.
they totally got this JAPANESE-face
LOL.
then we go one end and the stairs smelled like @#$%^&$^&*#^^$@SHYT.
yeahh. and i complained like never before.
LOL.
then lingyin go change.
anw, i'm getting impatient.
so let's move on to the next part.
after tahht we went to eat kfc.
and then my sis called and asked if i could go out w/ her
so, ok lor.
then we went jp.
anw, before that.
she is totally troublesome.
she damn particular bout her dressing. =="
and i'm totally oblivious to mine. =="
HOLYY.
ahha. anw, then we went jp searching for wallet and her 2nd month gift.
LOL.
so, she bought a book and 2 keychains.
her boyf like books.
so SHOCKING. :D
AHHA. then. actually we saw two nice wallets. but decided not to buy.
:D
then we go take mrt. until chinese garden then we went off.
and decided to go back lakeside and ask my maid to bring us out takashimaya voucher.
:D AHAH! .so went back and took it.
then we go back take mrt and took to dover and took bus.
it's ULTRAA HOLYY LOONG!
then we went to robinsons.
and found PERLINNI wallets.
found 1 nice one.
then decided not to buy.
then go toilet and go eat DINNER.
we ate SUBWAYY!
and both of us ordered subway melt.
:D but there's differences.

MINE:
honey oat bread
turkey breast
bacon
ham
honey mustard
cheese
EXTRAA CHEESE

HERS:
honey oat bread
turkey breast
bacon
ham
honey mustard
cheese
lettuce
cucumber
TOMATOE

then we decided to go TAKASHIMAYAA.

:D cause we got vounchers.

then we went there.

it's quite scary.

cause it filled with scary people.

then we like walk round and round.

and we compared tons of them.

and it's like mostly is sis comparing.

i only got my eyes on 3 types.

:D so, it's easy for me. :D

and i bought it from guy laroche. :D

it's grey!

:D OHHYEAAH!

HAHA.

then we went shopping at other areas.

i bought a pair of shoes? :D

from everlast. :D

it's GREEEEN.

HEHEH.

thenn.. we went eating.

we bought a straberry ice. :D

and longan drink

haha! then we went home le. ?

yep. we went home. :D

thenn..

NEXTT!

which is like today..

so, 1.30 met ximeng and jianhao(or sth) at jp lib

waiting for NGOHWEIJIE.

then he reached.

yeah.

then we started on maths? LOL.

ximeng and jianghao did their project

and the rest of their group members came.

they are 3 girls.

then they supreme scared of us.

=="
like dun dare sit.

so, me and weijie decided to grab sth

cause i haven eat yet

so we went to jp's kopitiam :D

then we eat le we go comics collection.

bout a LEE HONG KI card. :D

EHHEH!

then ximeng called and said they completed their project and they will be

coming over with our bags. :D

yepp.!

and they appeared like suddenly.

LOL.

then they decided to go arcade.

then i went toilet and go back find them.

then after that we roamed for awhile.

and decided to go west mall first.

we reached there and ximeng and jianhao went to jianhao's home for awhile.

while me and weijie roamed in west mall.

then we finish roaming le we went inside burger king and we go until end there.

and we saw those two walking towards west mall.

so we like go find them then they talking bout chongsing.

and he appeared!

then they rush go find him.

while i walked slowly behind.

then we now finding for jolin.

HAHA.

then, we looked around and i spotted her.

then weijie shouted her name.

the jiu liddat we came together!

then we go in west mall.

then we go up the cinema there.

all that was left was JUSTIN.

he dammit slow omg.

=="

he came at 5 and we waited for like 30 mins =="

then we go in buy tickets when he came.

and we watched THE LAST SONG

it was holy nice.

and it's god-damned touching ! ><

i cried. =="

but not so cham.

i cry most cham one was "i not stupid 2" HAHA

ok. then. after movie we went to kopitiam eat again!

dinner. :D

then after that we roamed around. and decided to go comic collection.

and i bought 2 more cards!

G-DRAGON & SNSD!

i like finally found G-DRGAON de!

cannot find at all sia!

snsd damn alot one.

LOL.

and i gave one to justin.

so actually i have 4 ! :D

AHAH! then we went home.

jianhao left after movie.

then jolin left after we entered the comic collection shop :D yeahh!

so liddat lor.

after that we all went home!

and i'm HOMEDDDDDD! :D LOL.

2010-05-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

ahhh. HELLO!
i now post video and lyrics only uhh.
waitwait!
today, now no time!
need watch tv. HAHAH
:D alot of activities lately.
:D WAITWAIT!
tomoro!
TOMORO I PROMISEE! :D
OKOK! SOO,
BYEBYE!! :D

Jay Sean - Cry

I need to see you cry
I wanna, I wanna see you cry
Won't rest until I see you cry
Yeah I cry, I cry, I cry

Had me convinced that I just wasn't enough,
Me and you fussing and fighting cursing all of that stuff,
Now I know, that I might've done you wrong,
Didn't know I'd pay so long, 'til you did the same,
I know I'd done you wrong I was making it up to you,
I apologised in a million ways but I thought that was that,
But I guess you got me back,
Didn't know itd be like that, but you did the same...

Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry

Let me see you cry, cry, cry
I need to see you cry, cry, cry
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want ya tears to fall down on me

Cry, cry, cry
I need to see you cry, cry, cry
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want ya tears to fall down on me

Before the love just turns to hate,
Before I ask for you to stay,
And just before you walk away, yeah

What is this? What happens to relationships?
Started off so good and ended up so bad
Baby I just wanna know,
Ooh tell me do you know, baby
Before we knew it we were at it again,
No no no, somehow I don't think we can ever be friends,
Wish it wasn't so, wish it wasn't so, but you did the same...

Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry

Let me see you cry, cry, cry,
I need to see you cry, cry, cry,
Until our tears run dry, dry, dry,
Like the deserts need the rain,
Want your tears to fall down on me,
Before the love just turns to hate,
Before I ask for you to stay,
And just before you walk away, yeah

So we go on and on on this merry go round,
Trying to chase a love that can never be found,
Time to say goodbye and step off of it now,
It's over girl, it's over X2

Let me see you cry, cry, cry,
I need to see you cry, cry, cry,
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry,
Like the deserts need the rain,
Want your tears to fall down on me X2

Speaking-
I need to see you cry
I wanna, I wanna see you cry
Won't rest until I see you cry
Yeah I cry, I cry, I cry

Lala.

2010-05-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

It hurts...

But I'm happy that you are.

(:

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

This few days no online post. All use phone.

And last few days campp!

I only slept for 30 mins.

I'll totally rmb it for long.

Reaal LOONG. (:

Then today watch movie w/ Hema and sis.

Biological sis. (:

Then 3D de.

Abit lame but fyi. I think first time watch 3D w/ friends and sis. (:

HAHAH! Took pictures. If I bored then I post.

Think I'm gonna post. (:

Ily. Do i?

2010-05-24T16:48:00.001+08:00

I saw your smile, and I smiled.

I looked at your eyes, you are looking at something.

I'm curious and I looked, and I realized what you are looking at.

I smiled to myself, and said " of course it's her. Stop thinking asshole. "

So, story ended.

Ohya.

I'm craazy! (:

2010-05-20T19:01:00.002+08:00

heyy peepos!
find my blog boring like @#$%. =.="
today got back papers yeah?
but no results is gonna be posted here.
if not i'll be recognised as a natural retard.
or gongass. LOL.
ohkayy...
so, now..
what should i do?
just post about some random crap?
yes? no?
YES..
i'm trying to be zi high here.!
LOL.
i'm a strange kid aren't i? LOL.
forget it. LOL.
emmm.. so,
let's curse weijie cause he suck!
he got 83/100 for maths when he is cursing maths paper 2 more than i did.
freako la that guy.
i want to P-O-K-E his BRAIN!.
@#$%!
ohya ohya!
i wan open bank account! ><
is use open right?
if on bank account jiu weird weird de!
uhh. nvm. LOL.
no wonder i got 56. LOL.
i just told you my english result.
zhen de shi lan de bu de liao. LOL.
thenn.
after school jiu go for the C&T day thing.
was quite fun.
but..
WHATTHEHECKK!
why we help our class do !
NO FAIR.
also no extra marks! @#$%!
ahhh nvm. got cca points. bleh!
ahh. i want go toilet liao. sayonaraa!
i dun wan continue post.
abit sian. =="
then crap here and there.
lame dao max.
ahh so, BYEBYE!

Smiles!

2010-05-20T18:03:00.001+08:00

HAHAH. I knew it.

You moved on. (:

Though it hurts.

I'm still smiling for you. (:

And you are a great guy.

So, dun compare yourself yeah? (:

Aren't I ridiculous?

Okay.. lame.

Nvm.. I'm dumb.

And.. I realize I got no guts.

None at all.. =.=

Pathetic eh?

(: nvmm.. I'm still happy for you.

Really.

I am.. (:

Anw, hope that you find yourself someone great..

Someone better than me.

Someone much better than me.

Oh wait.

Wth am I saying.

Almost everyone is. =.=

So, yeah.

Be happy ok?

I'll be smiling for you. (:

Hurt.

2010-05-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

Well, shld've expected it uhh.

Well, maybe it's not for me.

Maybe it's for others.

Because you have got over it long ago haven't you?

Maybe you don't even bother bout it in the first place.

I guess you must be thinking I shldn't have done it in the first place.

Thinking bout you just hurts.

It hurts so much..

I'm tired...

I want to..

To...

Ahhh nvm.

2010-05-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

我真的好累好累。
好想放弃。
但是我好不舍得。。。
now I'm off to bed..
told you I'm tired..
I meant it.
anw, lucks for mid year people.
Abit late but.
Better be late than never. (:

2010-05-07T15:13:00.003+08:00

BigBang - Make Love [english]

Forever you're my girl
Naegen neo ppuningeol

I never knew I'd find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day
I held your hands then
I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be
and always will forever
Give me that happiness
I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes,
you're on my mind
So can't you see,
I need you right here wit me,
close by my side
This time for sure,
Gonna let you know,
My love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need,
my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no",
so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
when it hurt we put in the work
To show that I'm yours
And that your mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart
Girl, you're my queen
I'm here for you
'Cuz you're my everything

You always make me feel like
everything's gonna be alright
Wit the things you do,
becuz it's you
the real true love of my life
This time for show,
Gonna let you know,
My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need,
my life is you & me
Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no",
so baby don't let go

uh... baby!
you know I'd walk them miles
climb mountains switch up styles
all I wanna do, is be with you
ain't no matter what,
where and how [right here and now]
we can both get down [straight work it out]

yeah I like that sound bump
and grindin' perfect timin'
let's dine and both be proud

yeah yeah yeah
gonna take you on a joyride today
me and you stay true never hesitate
to make love -- sho nuff
you're the only one
I'm ever thinkin' of
just to hold you baby
I can hardly wait
as we go through the
motions damn it's great
to make love -- sho 'nuff
we're gonna take it to the end
and that's what's up

(Forever youre my girl)
You are the only one I want to
spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are,
that's where I will call home
(Forever youre my girl)
So just take my hand and
say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one
forever more

Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need,
my life is you & me
Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no",
so baby don't let go

I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you girl
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you girl
You're my love

p.s. i thought you were the only one
who had a chance of singing this song
and meaning every word. but i was wrong.
now i learnt my lesson.
i'll never trust anyone again.
it requires so much so much to just place 1% of trust in you.
you still end up with 0% of it.
well, you deserve none.

2010-05-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

Jason Derulo - Ridin' Solo

eeeeeyeeeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
I'm feeling like a star,
you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine,
my head's in the sky,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm ridin solo,
solooo..

Yeah,
I'm feeling good tonight,
finally doing me and it feels so alright,
oh, Time to do the things I like,
going to the club everything's alright, oh,
Noo to answer to, Noo is?
like u, no,
And since I got the hold of me,
I'm living life now that I'm free,
yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together
now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather
better days Can't get no better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out
I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now,
the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my Shade to cover up my eyes,
I'm Top UP/ON in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.

I'm feeling like a star,
you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine,
my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.

Now I'm feeling how I should,
never knew single could feel this good, oh,
Stop playing miss understood,
back in the game,
who knew I would, oh,
So flex how I spread my wings,
loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh,
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together
now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather
better days are Can't get no better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out,
I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now the
pain is goooone,

I'm putting On my Shade to
cover up my eyes,
I'm top UP/ON in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.

I'm feeling like a star,
you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine,
my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.

Riding solo, soooooloooo,
yeah it's like
S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O...
Living my life and got stress nomore,
I'm putting on my Shade to
cover up my eyes,
I'm Top UP/ON in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.

I'm feeling like a star,
you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine,
my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
soloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo,
sooloooo woooo.

It's 2009, I'm riding solo, sooloooo,
I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

psst. one day, i'm pretty sure i will feel this way.
& when i do, i will sing this song.
out loud. and i will mean every word i say.
e-v-e-r-y word. :D

2010-05-04T19:31:00.005+08:00

first,
i will stop loving you.
second,
i won't start loving anyone.
third,
i want you to stop loving me.
(: ehh.. to be clear.
the third one is for youu..
the you = the send wrong message to me one.
i think liddat the person jiu know liao. (:
then.. i dun think you will think that the third one is for you.
because i know you stopped long time ago.
ehh.. this you is not the you liao.
confusing?
yep!
nvm..
as long as the person know enough le. :D

p.s. this will be the last post about you.
i'm gonna stop.
everything now will be kept within me & my notebook
it will never be brought out of those two.

2010-05-04T15:58:00.003+08:00

today was the real investiture.
fcuk! i fell..
nb. disgrace for life. =="
forget bout' it. =="
i'm getting tons of lies nowdays.
==" people out there are really trying to see
how much water my eyes can hold uh. =="
tons from
-you.
-you.
-you.
what hurts the most was you. =="
goddammit.
i didn't think you would lie. =="
esp bout such stuffs.
i mean.
you dun wan me go say la . =="
fcuk. it hurts more when you tries to hide it.
nb. those water will never ever roll down my cheeks.

2010-05-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

HEYYLO!
i'm kinda active nowadays.
but no one knows.. =="
who cares anw,
so, today went for investiture.
then go tuition,
then go library.
chiong homework and study.
i can really study w/ hema man!
SHIOK.
but things happened
so, wasn't really a pleasant trip.
but enjoyed it w/ hema.
i realize i cannot laugh too much when sth is troubling me.
i'll easily tear.
==" its like.
the laughter will seem fake.
and that sucks.
because i'm like really trying to laugh HARD. =="
budden like wth. =="
ahhh forget it. =="

SERIOUSLY. it's time for me to get you outta my head.

i don't wanna get killed. =="

god dammit. i wan no more of this. =="

and, is it so hard for you to just like..

ahh forget it. =="

it's expected ain't it.

it's already amazing enough that you answered my call.

i shouldn't expect that much.

i know exactly what you are gonna do.

so wth do i still send myself inside hell?

2010-05-02T12:13:00.003+08:00

@#$%! i'm bored. !
LOL.
so come here post shuang.
really got nothing to post.
==" and i realized.
high school musical songs really describes life.
LOL!. lame. =="
so,,
exams are roundroundroundROUND the cornerr!
ohkay.. =="
even lamer.
god dammit!
need to start studying uh!
but things keep getting me distracted.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!.
sometimes really got the feeling like..
"you are gonna die the next minute."
or
"if you dun do sth now, you'll regret it for life"
but still...
no motivation uh!
then.. i will be thinking of queenaa!
she like sibei pro de la.
can study like everyday.
i mean like really!
i got no idea how she manage to push herself so farr!
@#$%!
JEALOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~
forget it.
blame it on myself?
yep.
blame it on myself. =="
come to think of it almost everything got ruin because of me huh?
god damn me. =="
shld've just died when crossing the street.
then car come bangg simpler. =="
jump down must got courage nia.
drink detergent need taste de bitter bitter thing.
car accident best lor.
its unexpected.
so you can die w/o pain. (:
but.
i got fast reaction. so cannot die lei.
HAHA! go one big round to say i fast reaction.
LOL.
ji lame.
nothing to say liao. byebye!
p.s. i miss you so much..

2010-05-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY PEEPO!
today we went to pasir ris!
and cycledcycledcycledcycled...
HOHOHO..
thenn..
my mum brought sunglasses that my sister bought.
and we cousins are hooked up by it!
ehh.. only my sis not la. cause she buy one.
LOL.
and so..,
we took tonstonstonstons of pictures.
but then...
i shall NOT post it here. and i shall NOT post it on fb either.
HOHO.
we like take super alot of pictures.
super fun. HOHO.
ohyaaohyaaohyaaohyaa!
at pasir ris right, my sis bloody pervet!
not in a sick way.
she like keep see small kiddos!
then got one small guy.
which is NOT cute in my eyes! :X
knows how to roller blade, and play with another thingthing
that other youngs kids need practice de.
then she keep finding him.
like despo lo!
then when we sit swing hor.
he go sit at the furthest the end one.
then sis was like help yirui with the swingswing.
then the small boy keep sit theere cannot play.
cause young ma! so dk how.
then we like keep ask wan go help him anot.
make her sound like some jikopeh. LOL!
actually, only i make her sound like that. :D
HAHAH!
thenn.. nothing much to say liao lo? LOL.
ohyah.. after that went to hougang!
go hougang mall first...
ate lunchh!
eh.. ramen + katsu
thennn. it was...
D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S
HAHAH!
lame. ok thenn..
qianhui & yixuan go buy ringgringg!
:D the ring. not ringtone or handphone.
just a normal ring you wear on hand. :D
HAHAH!
still lame.
thenn!
yirui go buy baggbagg! :D
sling bag with polka dotsdotsdotsdots..
thenthenn..
today i ate ALOT!
O.O!
then, ohyaa!
albee kept crying.
dk why.
maybe cause her mother go dk where.
then she felt lost! LOL.
really lor. then we sibei pekcek.
LOL . HOHOHO!.
she super naughty today.
then, have today come to an end?
hmmm...

everything that is related to you

reminds me of you.

& you remind me of our past

& our past hurts.

but, still..

if the hurt is the only way

for me to remember

that you once existed.

i want that hurt forever.

2010-04-29T17:17:00.002+08:00

i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to....
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
i will not talk in class when i'm not suppose to...
I NEVER EVEN TALK!
INNOCENT BEING HERE!
WTH. ==" WASTE MY PENCIL LEAD
WASTE MY TIME ,
WASTE MY ENERGY!
KAO...
ACTUALLY WAN STUDY DE LOR. THEN ASK ME WRITE THIS CRAP.
WHAT THE SHYYT!...

2010-04-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
i miss you so so so much.
i just read the past history....
before we were together...
we had so much fun.
but...
i realize your replies are always short..
but mine are never ending.
until i forced myself to keep my mouth shut,
you started de conversatino.
but, nevertheless...
i still got never ending stuffs to talk about..
while you stop at whenever you want.
i miss the past..
i want de past.
if i know that this would've happened.
i would rather we stay as friends from de beginning.
now, everything changed.
i know it will change.
it's expected.
everything ends like this for me.
there will never be a ending where i'll be statisfied with.
i mean...
but still...
i never regretted loving you.
i never will...
you meant so much...
so much....
if we were together still, you would've been suffering.
and i don't want that.
i would rather suffer silently myself and let you move on...
you should move on.
though this made me suffer...
alot. but. at least you ain't the one suffering.
as long as you know that i loved you.
as long as you know that i've never regretted loving you...
as long as you know that i missed you...
as long as you know that i want you to be happy.
and, as long as you are happy...
i'm done.

2010-04-28T04:09:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYY!
gonna have some short post now.
cause i specially wake up study oh!
:D but realize nothing much to study.
thenn..
monday was napfa.
it sucks.
tuesday was kayaking♥.
it rocked.
wednesay is MOTHERTONGUE PAPER!
my mum told me to bring her tongue to school (:
:D
busy schedule oh?
LOL.
but managed to survive through it.
today marks the start of MYEE.
people out there...
JIAYOUU OH!
goodluck for exams.
never belittle yourself.
there is always potential in you, but it's up to you whether to show it or not. :D
YEAHH~
:D
so i'll end here?
JIAAYOUS! :D

2010-04-25T10:35:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! .
i went 2.4 just now.
w/ weijie.
that guy stupid one la !
run so fast. then win me by one and a half round.
then he run another round with me.
keep pushing me!
asshole! LOL.
but heng uh?
at least i ran. (:
then...
after that we go eat.
he ate the tou hua & the chinese pancake. ?
then i ate dk what's that called.
chinese pancake? same as weijie but mine is w/ chocolate fillings!
YAY! :D
first mouth i full le.
cause i having supreme bad headache.
then slowly, the pain subsides.
:D then jiu can eat happily le!
then i finished two! :D
then i drank 100+ ! HAHA!
i finish still thirsty. so i go buy mineral water.
then i bought 100+ for weijie.
hema cannot make it. so, only both of us. LOL.
had quite a fun time. butt...
TIRED UH~
then now, i eat again~ :D
HHAHAHA! HOMECOOKED BEE HOON~
:D NOT BAD.
then now nothing to do lo.
super lazy bathe ~ =="
THENN...
now nothing to say le.
so, BYEBYE! (:

2010-04-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
i'm totally in love...
with justin bieber's never let you go.
think wrong behh~
LOL.
how lame~ :P
nothing much happened today uh.
just...
hmm.. nothing happened.
but lots of things have been going through my head
and i'm seriously not prepared for exams.
T.T
god. first time i anxious lei~
bu cuo!
HOHO. i did science notes today. >abit late. but.
better be late than neer right?
so, now i go offline solve problems in my head.
need to think through stuffs.
goota change my focus and concentrate. >BYE PEOPLE!

2010-04-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

it's definitely time to let go.

2010-04-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

Never Let You Go - Justin Bieber

Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh
They say that hate has been sent
So let loose the talk of love
Before they outlaw the kiss
Baby give me one last hug

There's a dream
That I've been chasing
Want so badly for it to be reality
(Reality, reality)
And when you hold my hand
Then I understand
That it's meant to be

Cuz baby when you're with me
It's like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this life's too long
And this love's too strong
So baby know for sure
That I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl
Not feelin' no pain no fear
(Pain no fear, pain no fear, no pain)
Oh no, don't have a care in the world
Why would I, when you are here
(You are here, you are here)
There's a moment I've been chasin
And I finally caught it out on this floor
(On this floor, in this floor)

Baby, there's no hesitation,
No reservation
by taking a chance and more
Ohh noo, because

It's like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this life's too long
And this love's too strong
So baby know for sure
That I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by, and took me to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh no sooo)

Take my hand, lets just dance
Watch my feet, follow me
Don't be scared, girl I'm here
If you didn't know, this is loooovee

(So let the music it blast)
(We gon' do our dance)
(Praise the doubters on)
(They don't matter at all)
Oh babyyyy
(Cuz this life's too long)
(And this love's too strong)
(So baby no for sure)
That I'll never let you goooooo
(Ill never let you go)

I'll never let you go, oooooh
I'll never let you go,

(Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh)

I'll never let you go,
Ohh no, ohh noo, noo

I'll never let you go

2010-04-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

dang?
HOHOHO! start off blog with colourful colours :D
lol. forget it. ohkayy.. so,
your blog became the first one i go to whenever i'm on the net.
ain't it suppose to be mine first. !
NO FAIR. !
dammit.
confusing times suck.
and it suck BIG time.
*EARSE OFF HURTFUL MEMORIES*
ohkay..
so, tomoro got quite alot of activities uh.
its tuesday, tomoro we'll have a combined morning assembly.
cause prize giving for sports day.
taoguang'senior confirm go up more than once.
if not wrong.
then tomoro also got class play.
STRESS!
then after class play we got kayaking.
then me and hema haven do NAPFA !
HOHOHO!
i no bring P.E :D
CHEEHEE! .
ohmygodd~
why are you forever on my mind.
feak feak feak feakkk~
i mean,
i've been trying to distract myself or what.
but you keep entering my brain. >everything reminds me of you.
hmm... but sometimes, i'm able to put you off my mind.
but its like fake.?
god.
i got no idea whattheheck is going on inside my brain/heart
deepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeepdeep down inside my heart .
ohkayy, forget it,
i need go read story book le oh !
L.A.CANDY.
heard that its nice. :D
my sister intro de. :D

anw, just wanted to apologise.

today when i saw you.

i ended my conversations quickly and left.

i just don't want you to cross my path.

i... i don't know whattheheck i'm thinking.

just, sorry.

i'm not sure if you feel a thing bout it.

most probably not.

but.. yeah...

2010-04-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

HEYYLO. :D
i'm trying hard to keep my blog alive. (:
so, today sports day lo.
actually wan 5 wake up de.
budden i wake up go sleep again.
until 5.22 then wake up.
but i no late hor!
i'm still early. :D
then we late reach stadium lei~
then rush abit lo.
then, today whole day under sun. =="
then i reach home can see SHAPE.
like can see where is my fringe la. =="
i next time then continue?
cause sis need use com.
but i think i won't.
i always say next time but end up no continue. :D
HAHAH!
i understand myself. :D
BYEBYE!
anw, i bought THREE huge bars of chocolates :D
and i'm totally willing to sacrifice weijie for those three bars. :D
AHHAH !. jkjk.
:D BYEBYE !

2010-04-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

so.
i'm here now.
doing nothing.
whattheshyt.
let's reflect on whatthehell i have done the past few days.
nothing much la. =="
ok i was lying.
hell lot of things happened.
but ain't good stuffs.
so, let's not mention bad stuff that make me EEMO.
:D
but here's one thing i have to post about.
since you've done it.
=="
i don't intend to say out everything.
afterall, its too personal. :D
i STRICTLY did NOT two time. =="
god dammit.
at least get facts right.
PLEASE.
i mean. i dun hate you for saying that.
in fact, i will never hate you.
and... can you at least watch what you say.
i mean. ahh forget it.
that's why i hate posting. =="
somethings are just TOO personal. =="
and if you post somethings wrongly,
people misunderstand and i tell you...
things will go bloody wrong.
just wanna tell you that
i'm not angry at you for saying that.
it's just.
words can hurt and kill. =="
and words can't be taken back.
and, i don't even know if i'm suppose to hate you or not.
i just know that.
i'm not bearing any grude and i won't.
life ain't fair.
you may not see this.
but if you do.
can you make a call to me and shout
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE. YOU ARE A BLOODY DISTURBANCE."
if you do that.
it'll make things much more easier for me.
if you dun wan to say that.
just express your hate to me.
ALL OF IT.
PLEASE.
you probably wants me to suffer.
forget it.
i don't think you will be visitting this blog anw. =="
you dun bother anymore. =="
it's expected.

2010-03-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

HEYYOU!! YES YOU!!
LOL!. i'm dumb!
(:
anw. just to tell you people
weijie = jiejie
hema = mama; mummy
my new family! (: OHYEAHHH~
weijie always give me a cold stare when i call him jiejie.
but too bad~~ HAHAH!

i'm missing you there's no tomoro

whenthehell can i stop this dammit feeling

i want it to stop.

NOW.

i don't want to torture myself anymore

loving you is like stabbing myself continously

the pain never stops.

i tried my best to do what i can.

but you did nothing.

you don't even do a shyt

whatthefcuk.

i'm gonna stop now.

i want to stop now.

this shouldn't be my youth.

i'm suppose to enjoy it.

not suffer.

damn..

you are killing me.

you are a serial killer.

and amazingly...

the person you kill is always the same one.

and i've got no idea why.

you kill w/o yourself knowing.

how fcuking dumb is that.

i~~love~~hateyou.

i 'm not gonna love you anymore.

i'm gonna stop.

2010-03-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

dangdangdang.
boring day.. as usual~ (:
hmmm.
let's recall if anything SPECIAL happened.
ohkayy. so...
today during recess me and hema was laughing away~
dumb-ly~ LOL!.
then we fighting like kids.
then.. when we go back class,
we ask weijie to be the judge.
and guess who weijie support.?
ME!! (:
MIAHAHHHAHAHAH!
because i'm right!
hema only uses crapy reasons and then try to win me!
*sticks out tongue!* NEHNEHNIPOOPOO!
MUAHAHHAH~!
ohkayy. i'm weird. =="
WEIRDOO = CHONGSINGRUI of huayi secondary school; class 2e2; register no. 3 (:
MUAHAHAHAH~
seriously yo.. =="
i'm weird. (:

you make me smile when i think of you, its uncontrollable. (:

2010-03-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

damn you.
i start this post at 11:11 PM
not such a bad timing. (:
anw. since i'm bored i shall post and say tata~
LOL. so. today weijie&hema came over and we cooked.
we go shengsiong buy things first...
then when we walking back..
hema i trying to kill me.
keep stabbing my heart like wtf...
then weijie add on...
weijie innocent party.
he dk anything :X
but now.. he will not be innocent.
ohkayy. so we go back rest awhile then we cook.
suprisingly, we didn't burn up the whole kitchen.
we took like around 2+ hours?
unbelievable.
and we are suppose to finish it in one hour?!
UNBELIVABLE!.
we gonna try it out on tuesday again. :X
HEHEH!
so... the look was... =="
pukish~
HAHAH! but the taste was great (:
(: SEE!!
not bad. (:
i can be cook also!
though form my handwriting can be a potiential doctor.
HEHEH!. then... nohting much redy lo. :X

ohkayy...

you talked and my heartbeat stopped.

i'm waiting for you to come online.

though, idk if you will or not.

and. finally, the wait was over.

i somehow feel relieved.

whenever i see you online i got no urge to talk to you.

but somehow, i just want to see you online.

maybe its because i will know where you are.

when you are not online, my heart will be filled with you.

today.. because of you i got stabbed.

stabbed in the heart.

if that knife was real.

i would be dead by now.

stitches won't help.

time won't heal.

you kills.

i'm dead...

2010-03-04T16:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE (:
i'm kind today...
because i let IT resource room hold my phone for ONE day!!
kind can. =="
hell!!!!!
the dammit "jennifer" la!
stoopid!
walau. then i laun luan stuff in under the desk.
OHWAIT.
i forgot.
i just found out that i put my phone inside hema's skirt.
cause i actact ride on hema.
then "chaa" her bag. then actually the first time i "chaa"
my phone inside my shorts. then if run will drop.
so i put inside her skirt.
and guess what... now i forget.
SMART! :D LOL. anw.
on the goooood side, MY PHONE IS NOT IN SCHOOL~ (:
SMILE AND LIFE WILL GO ON~
HAHAH!

ohkayy..

i didn't trrust you yesterday it was my fault.

but i apologised didn't i.

you did too. but seriously,

its NOT your fault.

and the more you apologise the more you break my heart.

the first time you broke my heart,

i said sorry and close conver.

i saved my heart.

you say sorry again, you break it again.

i said it was not your fault

you said sorry again.

i tried saving my heart again and again and again.

but you break it again and again and again.

how many times do you think i can save my own heart?!

DANG!.

hell man. and today you totally ignored my presence didn't you.

i didn't look at you at ALL. but i can feel where your eyes go.

i asked hema and her answer was what i expected.

my brain ain't dead yet.

2010-02-19T20:27:00.002+08:00

HEYY! dajiahao! :D
today is NGOHWEIJIE's Birthday! :D
so. after school went to jp. watched PERCYJACKSON&THELIGHTNINGTHEIF
percyjackson is HAWTT! >.<
he super cute one can. cannot tahan.
nothing much to post la.
just to tell you PERCYJACKSON is HAWWT! :X

2010-02-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

dammit dmamit dammit dammit.
walau~ everyday like super slack. =="
so guilty.
but also can't help it. :X
too much distractions.
if somebody could help.
HELP.
but confirm cannot one la horh.
so. nothing much to post.
SERIOUSLY MAN. this blog is GOING DEAD.

2010-02-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

HEY! what's up folks! LOL.
F-O-L-K-S. :D
i'm the only young one. :D
HEHEH. today not such a good day.
things happened in class and OM was up.
and we got meeting with DM.
meeting lei! got tea and cookies. :D
but we haven touch the tea and cookies raining~
then DM say today i need go redy. tomoro you all come.
then postpone.
DAMNN LOL.
i pin my hair lei.
mai siao siao. :D
then queena took out her contacts. when they say postpone
we laugh dao siao and keep joking.
our class abit cute ah.
got meeting with DM still can laugh laugh here laugh laugh there
so tomoro i will pin pin here and pin pin there.
:D tomoro i shall use black bands and TOTAL black pins.
wow. guai lei. :D
mai siao siao. :D
HAHAH~
so. some of us thought that this was quite serious urh.
but i dun really think so lei.
some say will kena suspended/disciplinary camp
some say 'transfer'
transfer impossible la~
how can possibly ask one whole class of 40 people transfer.
they lose dk how much $MONEY$
they lose $4000 ah! if we transfer.
one person $100 :D
HAHAH! so tomoro you will see me pin her pin there.
we pin EVERYWHERE. :D
so.so. nothing much lo. :D
byebye~

2010-02-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

@#$%D@#$%A@#$%N@#$%G@#$%!@#$%
actually tomoro going celebrate at causewaypoint.
but cancelled. =="
NOTHING GOOD EVER HAPPENS
yeah. =="
damn~
so tomoro will be staying at home.
till evening. =="
hend tomoro not my bdae. if not seriously suay.
suay dao tou ding~
walau! ==" NOTHING TO POST~
life is seriously boring.
is there anything interesting for me to do?!
DAMNNNNNN~
oh wait.
i got one.
girl groups like SNSD creates lesbiaans!
cause i'm starting to love them.
LOL.
jkjk. i think if any fans see will come chase me till i kneel before
snsd group and say sorry~!
HAHAH~ from singapore, jurong west run till korea, seoul
wah. abit cham

hahah~ this is the video that make me fall in love with them.
the person go mix their live performances and mv together.
and make a video. which is like real nice.
though some parts like not very clear. but i still like it. :D

2010-01-28T20:16:00.002+08:00

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i'mgonnagoallkkkkk!
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todayseriouslysuckksuckksuckksuckk!
hemasuckkmore!suckksuckksuckksuckk!
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ifirecorddownwhatshesayyouallwillbesoshockkshockkshockkshockk!
thisbloodieconversationisbetweenusonlykkkk!
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becauseveryboringkkkk!
cannotsaywhatshesaykkkkk!
sojiubyebyebyebyekkkk!
i'msoshockkshockkshockkshockk

2010-01-27T04:57:00.001+08:00

TA-DA!
i told you i will wake at 4.30
:D not bad lei. now i go study liao la.
I WAN SLEEP.
lol. jkjk.

nobody knows whatthehell you thinking about .

2010-01-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

OMG.
today super tired.
i AM gonna wake up early!
i prove it to you all by posting at 5!
i wake at 4.30 ma
gimme sometime to make myself AWAKE. :D i now go bathe.
byebye~

2010-01-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEYYYYYYYYYY~
i planning to delete this blog. :X
cause like dead.
so..
anyone who came here help me choose choose.
delete / dun delete.
cause very lan duo keep it alive lei.

2010-01-04T20:51:00.001+08:00

heyheyhey!
LOL.
sounds friggin dumb.
:X
heheh.
if i'm about to post about the korea trip.
i'm gonna be a panda tomoro.
so i will not post about it.
:X HEHEH~!. lazyy~
thennnnnnn.
today was fun.
i mean school is UNUSUAL.
but its not in a bad way.
cause horh.
we move up to second floor ready
and to me it seems like i have achieved the impossible.
considering that my classmates all still look like sec 1 to me...
i think i'm still have a normal mind.
and so....
nothing much.
but feels real weird.
and thenn.
after school actually wan go jp eat pizza.
then the dammit weijie dun wan.
then they say wan kfc.
then they go eat at huayi nearby one.
then i dun wan go le.
cause if they no go jp then i no go.
i go shuqun find some OLD classmates/schoolmates.
then kaiyi pestering for some dumb questions.
shld've smack her butt.
:X
HAHAHAH!
jkjk.
thennn..
went to eat kfc.
then go back huayi.
then we go mac.
cause nothing to do.
then i realize my wallet gone.
HAHAH
then.
i thought i left it in kaiyi's kfc plastic bag
so i called her.
no pick up.
then we go kfc check.
its really there.
my wallet and kfc got FATE man.
real FATE.
second time redy
:X
then we go mac.
stay until like 4:40++
huixin said "yao bu yao call zhen hao come"
tehnb i say anything .
she call then he reach about 5:10.
and kaychong is there.
huixin friend.
actually also mine.
but not close.
:D
so when zhen hao reached. he and kaychong talk the things all censored.
kids under 16 shldn't hear.
LOL.
then 5:40 me and huixin come my house.
then we talk.
hahah~
made some prankcalls.
but all not successful one.
both the people off phone.
-.-"
we choose the wrong person.
then after that i walk with huixin until halfway then i go home.
bathed.
cut newspapers.
sat here.
edited the powerpoint slides.
save in thumbdrive.
facebook-ed
POSTED.

2009-12-22T07:49:00.000+08:00

HI!
now come post post a quick quick one. :D
then must go le. :D
tired tired.
i cannot think of anything to post. :X
...:&:...
LOL~
LAME! thats it la horh.
byebye! i go tag tag liao.

2009-12-21T09:41:00.000+08:00

hihi.
lol.
now seriously nothing to post urh.
i tomoro morning jiu flyflyy~
fly go koreaa~
find g-dragon.
HAHAH. jkjk
can find i jiu fly ot heaven liao.
no need fly back.
LOL. :X
flyflyy~
before i flyy will message some people/animals. :D
HEHEH!
now i wan byebye liao.
BYEBYE!

2009-12-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

super like this song and the starting of this mv

super like.

thenn.

now also nothing to post one.

when come back from korea tehn shld be got alot la.

heheh.

maybe i will post pictures maybe not.

see i shuang anot. XD

HEHEH!.

2009-12-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

EHHH.
HEHEHH
i so long no post.
:X sorry ah
i like totally forgot about blog.
:X
i lazy and holiday so nothing much happened
today nothing happened
only that i go for hair treatment
lol.
find it strupid-looking but the effects are great.
:D
and then.
nothing much.
i totally forgot about my blogs got no links.
:X
now i'm on my way to weijie blog to tag him and tell him to give me links when he online.
:D
WOW. i'm smart
for primary school friends one i get from huixin. but not tonight.
:D i'm on a LAME mood.
so on my way to play club penguin with me cousin.
:D
SO TATS ALL.
SUCH A GREAAT POST

2009-11-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

BOREDDDDDDDD...
but nothing to do.
so too bad :D
wow. i like this thing.
small and red and i like this thing! :D
i'm sickk.
sickk as in idk la.
ok let's go back to normal :D
:D i'm freakky~
lol. weird. :D
now.
what shld i crap about?
nothing lei.
today albee very not fun urh.
cause i very tired. :D
then i keep wan sleep. :D
thenn thenn thenn.
nothing.
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ok it's proven by doctor. CHONGSINGRUI
that chongsingrui is mentally sick. :D
WOOTS!
lol.
congratgulations ms. chong
you are a FREAKK~
LOL.
ok.
i'm really crapping.
nothing meaningful to post lei.
not fun one
i wan byebye liao.
:D
BYEBYEE
---------------------------edit-------------------------------
i wan say something urh. :D
but not for you all to know one. :D
but you all can read. :D
but i dun think you all will understand.

you seriously is NEVER online lo.

is sad de lo.

but too bad.

but also not my business lei.

i wonder.

wonder wonder wonder~

dun wan wander liao

chopchop those thoughts. :D

BYEBYE!

2009-11-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT:
i'm having H1N1!
AHAHAHH!
lol.
not H1N1 la.
but fever flu sorethroat.
PRO!
maybe is because i walk under rain
WHO KNOWS. LOL
suffering like hell.
very de bu shu fu.~
-----------------------------------------end post----------------------------------------

2009-11-24T11:46:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLL-O
was bored so thought of updating.
i dun wan continue la.
lazy.
so lets randomly start.
this bloig is one step to the coffin.
:D
this few days was WTH!
friggin boring.
then..
i'm having sore throat + flu
this two add up maybe i kena H1N1
AHAHH~ jkjk.
last few days got some really nice + scary dreams.
nice as in... CONFIDENTIAL.
scary as in i duno who is in the dream.
and i cried in the dream.
HAHAH~
got one time i dream that i'm falling off a building.
and hema saved me.
WOW.
then when she saved me.
she suddenly jump down.
dk is accidentally or what.
then she expect me to pull her up.
HEAVY CAN!.
LOL.
okok. later kena whacking le.
then i won't be taling alot la.
this few days I will be on silent mode.
my phone will also be on silent mode.
no wait. my phone is ALWAYS on silent mode.
:D
SILENCEEEE.
lets end it here.
nothing to post. :D
byebye!

先生啊。

你每天never even online.

我也都不想online了啦。

不知道为什么感觉上like很想你

budden.我又想不出理由为什么会想你。

完完全全没有理由为什么想你。

想你for what。

NO REASONS FOR ME TO THINK OF YOU.

2009-11-23T12:16:00.001+08:00

nihao.
:D veryveryvery long no post liao lei.
i supreme lazy to post.
so long liao.
i'll start from 19 november.
19 november:
SPORTS EXTRAVAGENZAA.
seniors all very lazy.
sec 4 all no go.
*shake head shake head*
lol. they need go lor!
LAZY BUMS. :D
no offence.
only saw 3-5 seniors.
walau.
like lazt chance to see them neh.
for express la.
then they no go.
last chance also dun give to me.
evilll~
LOL. ok i'm lame.
so i reach there about 7 i think.
then go meet miss wong at near the assembly point.
then i follow xunbin senior and xiang sheng senior to the chinese garden entrance there.
then they gave us refreshments.
but i never eat. :X cause not hungry.
then after that go stand at my check point.
first check point.
which means the place where we gathered just now.
-.-" then i walk + run back.
then stand there super long lor.
then they start the race at 9+
then run run run
when all go for the rae le i go find miss wong see can do what
then she ask me go to the end point.
then when they finish race we will say
take out your tags and take a rest.
then marcus senior idk why walk same path as the runners
then i say "take out your tag"
then he show he no tag.
abit diao la.
LOL.
they run finish take ouit tag we put aside first
then when all run finish then we sort.
abit confusing lo.
so many.
then after finish sortings
we go back there.
me and hema go kayaking there go find weijie and others
then they super busy
they still putting back they "boats"
then we also got help out abit.
then got ice cream man
then we buy ice cream
but use weijie money first
cause my pouch at my bag there
and now i'm watching speed racer.
so byebye
super lazy post!
will or will not continue :D

2009-11-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS OMGGGzxc.
can say i had HELL LOT of fun.
or maybe a HELL LOT of torture.
first. i meet hema at tehterik. suppose to be 11.30
but she arrived at 11.43! WOW!

13 minutes late. then we go tehterik.

then i ordered black spider. hema ordered bandung. as usual.

then junrong came.

then we go school. we reach there like 12.20.

then we saw weijie.

so we watched him play basketball.

then the security guard come chase them off the court.

cause O levels starting.

i think. idk.

and SHARON came.

then she actually got a HUGE elmo.

idk from who. but her friend help take

they damn lol.

her friend dun wan take throw on floor then sharon

SAUVE ah. dun care the elmo.

then yingying and another friend go pick up.

the elmo like almost same size as sharon.

then i didn't really go watch weijie and sharon.

so idk if they talked.

but when sharon reach the end of the bball court.

weijie and justin walking us the ISH stairs le.

then we sit for awhile saw taoguang senior.

he usingt phone somemore.

then hema shake head and mumble something

then taoguang senior hold his phone strap and make his phone swing.

showing us he using phone.

cause we like saying "wah using phone somemore"

so he somehow figured it out i guess.

then we walk to foyer to meet others.

then alot of them there le.

so we go sit somewhere

and bryan arrived soon.

he show off his NEWW and NICE shoes.

CHICKENN!.

then he go make hema jealous about some footbal live match.

idk bout it.

then after all the briefing.

we go toilet

hema snatch with me the toilet.

WTH!

childish. then we change redy we leave for austin's house.

it was like wth.

so long way.

today walk until can die.

then orh.

we go austin house and had barbeque.

so you guys shld somehow knows what happened.

NOTE: me and hema did the chicken wing and corn!

we rock.

:D HAHAH then we eat play eat play lor.

we didn't play much la.

but boys somehow LOVES taupok

then when about ending.

we wen to the third storey and we played truth or dare.

the pen never choose me.

so until 7.30 we leave

since its abit late.

then me weijie and hema actually plan to go bukit timah plaza.

but before we reach bus stop we met bryan and paingsoe chongsing joel and junrong

then we asked bryan and paingsoe they all wan go with us anot.

so in the end we managed to convince them.

so we go lo.

you don't want to know what happened. TRUST ME!

:D i'm freaking trustable.

:D then we reached bukit timah shopping mall.

NOT plaza.

BIG DIFFERENCE.

then we ate macdonalds.

it was wtf.

then when we finish eating it was about 9.30

so we left

trying to find a busstop.

and we NEVER find any

UNTIL...

--------- THE END ---------

HAHAH! just joking.

UNTIL we went through LOTS AND LOTS of ADVENTURE.

trust me. this adventure is OMGGGzxc.

you dun wanna know.

:D then then then we walk until WTF!.

we from bukit timah shopping mall we walk until bukit timah plaza!

BUKIT TIMAH IS SO NOT MY PLACE.

then we finally reach a GOOD busstop.

and we wanna take 184

when 184 came.

it was W-T-H!

hema didn't want to get on bus.

she waiting for somebody.

then she ask us leave first.

so we leave first

then she go take another bus.

wth lo!

when we reach home finally its time to rest

RING! RING!

is hema's mum + aunt all these

for nothing i kena scolding nia!

T.T

they say we shld not leave hema there.

wth~

T.T

WO SHI WU GU DE!.

then spam calls!

LOL. jkjk

i kena alot alot scolding niaa!

ok la! nowi really wan bong on table liao.

byebye!

2009-11-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

HIHI!.
NIHAO!.
today from morning i use com watch naruto shippudden.
then actually planning to go gym with sister at evening one.
budden when 3 liao.
huiyin called ask me can go hema house anot.
so i say can.
then i faster go bathe then take taxi go.
ONLY $$5.60
abit VERY CHEAP.
lol. then we talk until idk what time
hema go change then her aunt wait for us at downstairs.
then we go JP.
her aunt treat us swensens.
COLD DAO!.
OMGG!.
then we go toilet
SHUANG DAOO.!
cause very warm.
NIAHAHHA!
then we walk walk go challenger.
cause her aunt wan buy camera for her husband.
then we go harris.
we talk here and there
then orh.
we saw the robert pattinson book.
then saw one photo like he baldly liddat.
AHAHAHH!.
then we keep saying queena.
OH WAIT.
before that we walk past one MINI shop.
i bought "bangles"
then hema aunt buy for her and her sis earrings.
lets go back to AFTER the harris.
we go toilet then when we come back just right hema the aunt finish talking.
then we walk past another shop is sell idk what things.
me and hema bought "rubber bands"
3 for 2 dollars.
HEHEH.
thenn.
jiu go back le.
we walk until the interchange just right bus 187 come.
then i run like omg.
AHHAH.
now i wan end this post le laa.
LAZYY!.
:D SAYONARAA~

2009-10-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

ANNYO!.
:D HIGH HIGH HIGH!.
LOL.
today lei.
WHOLE DAY STICK TO COMPUTER
watch naruto shippudden.
now must watch till shuang ah.
december need to start CHIONGGGGGGGGG!.
CHIONGG AHHH!.
*starting to pull sword out "clang clang clang" *
LOL.
crazyy liao crazyy liao.
i realize orh.
sometimes boys are FREAKING stupid. but at that same time. their cuteness is overflowing.
and that is freaking L-O-L
lol!
ok its really LOL.
cause i can't stop LOL-ing.
OMGG~
monday my oppa is taking O levels chemistry and social studies.~
*OPPA GAMBATEH! FIGHTING*
wish all the other sunbaenims GOODLUCKK also.
must get GOOD results and make H-U-A-Y-I proud.
:D
okkk. lets go on to another topic.
*SIGHS*
cannot think of any topic leii~
LA-LA-LA-LA-LA.
i'm crazyy.
O-LA-BA-GU-BA-ZAK-KAA!
ok i'm crazyy.
*ERHEM ERHEMM*
i, hereby officially annouce that CHONGSINGRUI of the CHONG family in HUAYI SECONDARY SCHOOL, class 1E2 YEAR 2009, is CRAZYY!
ok. thats it for today.
i'm off to woodbridge. :D
ANNYO!

REMIXX SONGS INCOMING!

2009-10-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

REMIXX! LOL. :D the mashup. idk what that la. but all this video is REMIXX!
:D NICE LEI. :D

2NE1 - i don't care [straight through my heart REMIX!]

SHINee - ring ding dong [3 REMIX!]

Taeyang - where U at [alikstae REMIX!]

Taeyang - where U at [russian roulette REMIX!]

SNSD - chocolate love [mordern pop REMIX!]

G-dragon - butterfly kiss(ft dara of 2NE1) [fight for this love REMIX!]

DARA - kiss [just dance REMIX!]

2PM - ihateyou [alikstae REMIX!]

2009-10-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

today was. O-K-A-Y.
today went to the labrador parkk.
and its a war memorial.
WOW!. i so love huayi for bringing me there to ~~ENJOY~~ SUFFER.
lol. its seriously torturous.
reasons why i ~~LOVE~~ HATE it:
FIRST: its haunted
SECOND: we were brought there to be eaten
THIRD: the questions was. WTF
FOURTH: we walked almost the WHOLE place
FIFTH: we got NO recess
SIXTH: now my legs all SORE.
SEVENTH: we learnt NOTHING
EIGHTH: we sweat like OMG.
NINTH: my friends all kena mosquito bite.[other than hema. cause mosquito can't see her]
TENTH: ITS HAUNTED.

you guys noticed first and tenth is a REPEAT right.
BECAUSE ITS IMPORTANT~!
wth will one good smart perfect school bring its cute little precious child to a HAUNTED place!
WTH! since they know we got no common sense and will offend some things.
they are trying to bring us to hell!
EVIL SCHOOL!
okay. enoug with those crap.
let's start a new one. :D
FIRST: I BOUGHT G-DRAGON SOLO ALBUM! *WOOTS*
SECOND: I BOUGHT BIGSHOW! BIGBANG'S CONCERT!
THIRD: BIGSHOW GOT PHOTOBOOK POSTER AND EXTRAA!
FOURTH: I'M GOING CRAZY OVER THEM!
FIFTH: I CAN'T WAIT FOR THOSE ALBUM TO ARRIVE!
okok. enough of all those
SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY;
SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY;
SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY; SWEET; NICE; LOVELY
THINGS. eh! how come so many?
must be too sweet and nice and lovely. so i fall into my own world. :D HAHAH. ok its abit lame. nvm.
lets go to the bad news area~
DENG DENG DENG DENG!
okok. dun play.
BADNEWS:
ehh. i go order from the yeasia orh.
then right.
got standard and express shipping.
see redy know express shipping is faster.
then i thought need extraa $SS$MONEYY.
then i go use the standard shipping.
TMD. then now my cousin say express shipping also no need money.
T.T WTH niaa!
NEED ONE MORE WEEK!
and its enough to kill me!
OMGOMGOMG!
i wan die redy ah!
die out of heartattack!
T.T *FAINT*
wahniao! T.T ONE MORE WEEK NIAA!
WTFWTFWTFWTF!.
i was like so excited.
then i thought nvm i saving money.
then now wasting my precious time!
wtf. one week i can watch dk how many times the concert nia!
can watch until i recite from backwards nia!
T.T
i diubuqi G-DRAGON, V.I, D-LITE, T.O.P, TAEYANG urhh.
*heart shatter*
T.T now i wan go watch some other crap stuff on T.V le.
T.T
G-DRAGON, V.I, D-LITE, T.O.P, TAEYANG BIANEH!
MINNA, ANNYEO!!.

2009-10-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

CUTE CUTE! HOTHOT! OHGOD OHGOD! *MELT*

2009-10-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

HOTHOTHOT!

:D T.O.P

OMGG~ HOTHOT!.

LOL. this is the most LOL one

this one sat ah! flying piano!

2009-10-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요!
LOL. this few days abit high.
and then abit over korea.
this morning i go write on hema weijie kaunghtet bryan and shuan the hand annihaseyo.
though the spelling abit wrong.
just write shuang laa.
then then then.
TODAY DAMN LOL.
we like nothing better to do keep write crap on our hands.
no la.
actually only me and hema.
weijie do it just for revenge.
LOL. today was like wth.
got sports leader meeting.
kena caught the hair
:D HEHEH.
thennn. the asked about the sports extravagenzaa~
idk how spell.
then sc 1 incharge or road race.
sec 2 inline skating
sec 3 is kayaking
GOOD LOR.
WTH.
then. jiu liddat.
after the meeting go to bio lab.
for cells thingy.
WTH.
after exams give us "study"
the agar gel or whatever is called dammit smelly!
CHOU DAO!.
OMG.
then after that go back class.
MT. one period nothing to do.
then ms nasuha come in.
bring one BIGBIG colourful box.
then inside all stories.
we must read story then do worksheet.
easy easy one.
then recess.
HEMA BULLIED ME.
thats enough to describe the whole recess.
then after recess we go com lab 1.
for robotics.
WTH~.. then we at there pay only a LITTLE attention.
then we start writing on hands again.
but kaunghtet was busy trying to make ou"ROBOT" work.
LOL. he ask for cable we say he wants extension. :X
LOL. then when go back class we go wash hand first.
go back me and hema "TURN OVER A NEW LEAF"
we RE-DRAW.
LOL.
then when mrs firdouse come in then we know joshua kena cut.
by... *DRUMROLLS*
JOEL!. LOL. he hold a compass and turn *SIACK*
cut joshua arm.
LOL.
joel is mentally sick.
mrs firdouse say one. :D
she say no one normal walks around with a compass.
LOL.she take it friggin seriously.
cause she say last time got on incident liddat.
that one more funny..
people playing with ruler. *SHOOT*
fly away then hit one boy eyes. then when parents bring go clinic.
they say need A&E. something liddat. or hospital.
then when treated le the doc say must police report.
lol.
then we listen to story lo.
until 1. we release.
because O LEVELS!.
my weilun oppa taking O's
then when we walk out we saw all sec 4 and sec 5 seniors there.
they lining up at the bookshop there.
we wan walk past.
budden ALOT people very squeezy.
then we keep deciding if wan go anot.
caue very embarrassing mah,
i go buy water. then we walk back go back gate.
LOL. then we go home.
i open my water from the drink stall there until NE gallery i still haven drink yet.
LOL. until the *finger print scanner* thingy there then drink.
so liddat lo.
then come home bathe.
on come watch YOUTUBE.
:D
find G-DRAGON the video clips.
:D
G-DRAGON HOT DAO I MELT!.
:D enough for the day le bah.
SAYONARAA!

2009-10-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

ahhhh.
today at school neh.
got back results.
abit TOO lan to be proud of. :D
that friggin geog.
i wan kill that SU redy.
dammit hell.
the only subject that i took down notes and the subject that is the suckiest!
WHERE IS THE JUSTICE HUMAN!.
LOL.
then then then .
maths overall confirm no A .
hopeless le.
then then then.
hema go play "truant"
she got duty but never go do.
wednesday got excuse.
cause she dk.
now she know today also never go.
WTH!.
some P-M-P!
:D
lol~
:DDD

2009-10-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes.
life is seriously better in the past.
though i know what will happen.
those obstacles and chalenges that will stop me from moving on.
but. at the very least.
ther will always be someone helping you.
and you will be able to move on.
and now looking ahead.
it seems as though life in the past is so much better.
so much more better.
even if the one that is suppose to help you is no longer there.
i believe the past will still be better. so much better.
if i can seriously travel through time.
my first choice will be my primary school
the days where we fight like small kids.
but at least when we fight.
we fight openly.
and not talk about each other behind backs.
or saying one thing but you are doing the other.
at least when we are in primary school we fight openly,
and people will know the reason why we cry.
but now.
people dun even know you cried.
some people will think that you were so friggin happy just because you are hanging one big smile on your face and they dun even know that its a fake smile.
or maybe i should say they dun even care if your smile is real or fake.
they just want to life their life and do whatever they want
thinking that what they do got nothing to do with others.
thinking that what they gossiped about others won't hurt anyone.
thinking that what they say are always right.
wth is going on today in this ~~civilised~~ uncivilised society?
CRAP.
its all crap.
no one ever understands.
unless they truly cared.
unless they are really loving you.
unless they really want you to be happy.
so far.
i suppose.
none did all 3.
but maybe 3 or 4 did one or two.
life is always full of things that will kill you.
life is always full of words..
words that kill. words that hurt.
but those act can't be seen.
they can only be felt.
unless the same things happened to you.
no one can ever understand.

2009-10-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

HORHSEYY~
exam end liao.
SHUANGG AHH!
today neh.
nothing much.
go to the the the...
bukit timah plazaa~
with HEMAA~
thenn...
jiujiujiu..
talk talk...
then know about how someone PIN-POINT me when i never even do anything.
thenthenn.
jiu go BEDOKK.
AND I WAS LOSTT~
WTFFF!
cause ake mrt there le then take wrong bus.
WTF. take a WRONG DIRECTION bus.
FEAKKO.
LOL.
then reach another bus interchange.
they are like actually linkked.
wtff.~
thennnn. from the bus interchange take again.
then FINALLY!
i reached.
WTF.~
then then thenn.
blahhblahh. nothing much happened
then go their house take clothes.
then i wan use the com cause if not later my cafe world lann diao.
then WTF lor!~
friggin sloww~
thenn load until 100% jiu stop zuu.
wth. then then then.
when we left its like some people off work redy. so quite crowded.
oh wait.
before that.
SOMETHING DAMMIT RIDICULOUS HAPPENED.
when walking to bustop orh.
then got one QUITE handsome the owner strolling the doggy.
the dog was dammit cute.
budden idk the dog was walking towards me.
when i suddenly realize and was about to step that friggin dog.
I SHOUTED.
dammit wth.
i was like DAMMIT ASSHOLE-Y SHOCKED.
LOL.
thenthenthen.
jiu take bus go bedok mrt.
then take mrt back to lakesidee~
then reach home.
THE FEELING WAS GREAAT~
LOL. then now jiu online lo.
:D BYEBYE~ nothing to post le~!

2009-10-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

HOHO.
today realize i lost my pouch.
was like wth.
then finding like siao.
then i go down the police there ask ask if there is anyone left pouch here.
then he thought i wan report case.
then i dun dare say no.
so i just okok lo.
thenn. so damn longg.
:D then after that nehh.
then go up put the paper
then jiu go KFC ask ask if anyone found any pouch there
then ask me write name blahblah.
then i ask mr.ZHENHAO go.
then when she finally took the pouch out.
she still ask for zhenhao's the ezlink
wth
like ah long wan lend people money liddat.
wth lo. LOL.
PAISEH waste your time.
then...
go my house there i go take my dnt books blah blah
then we go macdonald study abit.
with him ah.
i tell you. CANNOT study one.
then then..
NBNBNBNBNBNBNBNB
then i really believe.
WTFFFFFFF!
thenthen jiu nothing lo.
then jiu go home.
BYEBYE! need study dt.
:DD
SAYOHNARAHH!

2009-10-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

that was one ANGRYY post.
LOL.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
EXAMMMMMM FASTERRRR FINISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
PLLEEEAAAASSSSSEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T everyday face pressure.
budden still no study.
HAHAHAH
today spammed weijie's blog with my crazyycouuple.
:D
heheh. abit dirty urh. LOL
but is because my crazyycouuple influence one. :D
AHHAH!. ok la.
wan go bathe le. :D
TATAA!

2009-10-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

wtf.
i'm dammit innocent.
i didn't even say you bitch!
wtf la.
of course i'll be jealous.
do you even know how it feels to be with ONE WHOLE GROUP OF GUYS.
wth. you yourself dun like it wth you think people like it.
you talked to her you went out with her.
you did ALMOST everything to her.
wtf. and here you are saying i'm jealous?!
she is my ONLY best girl friend.
wtf.
you expect me to just let her go and talk to you like best of friends.
whenever she talks to you,
our clique leave.
and its not because you are there.
its because we dun like to see her talking to you.
we just dun like it.
we did NOT even stop her from talking to you
if we are stopping her...
you wouldn't even be able to talk to her.
you said we can hurt if we really wanted to? of course.
you can even hurt when you DON'T wan to.
you hurt us all and you dun even know.
and there you are saying we hurt you intetionally?!
wtf.
seeing you both talking is like WTH.
of course we dun like it.
you SUDDENLY interrupt when our clique is LAUGHING.
when she stops and we see you. of course we are pissed.
because of you, our laughter STOPPED.
WTH.

2009-10-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

OMGG!!
T.T
studystudystudy!!!!!
how come untili die still cannot find the mood to study.
-.-
FISHHHHH!.
dammitttttttttttttt.
TMDDDD.
aiyah nothing post le laa.
BYEBYEE

2009-10-09T17:44:00.001+08:00

you never know but you hurt me more than a thousand times.
you dun understand me.
infact. i dun think you understand anyone.
you walk away immediatly not looking at people,
not looking front.
do you ever care when people is hurt?
you don't know.
but when you just walked away, my heart seriously felt as though it is being stabbed.
and how i wish i could cry on spot.
you just walked away.
without turning back.
and i was standing there.
you dun even bother to have eye contact.
can't you just look like giving a glance?
will it kill you?
watever alright.
i just wish you all the best.
and just be safe.
i will never bother bout you.
so dun you worry.

2009-10-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

ohkayy.
so...
nothing really happened.
just that.
now i realize that people existing in theis world is like S-T-U-P-I-D
kena beaten to death is cool.
YA RIGHT.
best sentence.
people trying make you safe and sound
and there you are saying "i don't give a damn"
apparantly. NOW.
i don't give a damn.
and i dun think you would wan to give any damn.
busybody thats what its called.
dun worry. i'm not gonna give you anymore damn.
so... BYE

2009-10-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

freakkk....
you say you will come sit beside.
then after that people talk talk you jiu forget.
wtf la.
still dare say people.
wth siah.
you only know how to say but duno how to do.
whatever you say is true.
but whatever you say you will do. you won't.
trust me on that.
you promised be duno about how many thousands times and you broke those promises about duno how many thousands times.
i went to the toilet myself.
MYSELF.
you went to the toilet with your BEST friend
at the very least when i am not happy i dun go around laughing with everyone.
you?
when you are angry with me.
you go around laughing everywhere.
listening to whoever's joke you also laugh.
like as if i am like you laughing all the way.
i will not laugh wihout you.
you know that in your heart.
you also know that without you my life will be supreme DULL.
but whatever right.
nothing i say counts.
you expect people to go along with what you want.
you wan me to sit beside you.
find i will.
but when i ask you to sit beside me you keep finding reasons.
until you cannot find any and you will then change.
wth!
at least i got the initiative to WALK to you and find you.
what about you?
walking few steps to me and you behave like as though it will take up your WHOLEE life.
is it really thaht difficult.
just walking a few steps?
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!.